Happy Birthday To Me.. yay

Well today is my birthday and the day started out ok, but by sometime after lunch I just bottomed out depressed.

Trying to figure out why is always the challenge.

I know a main reason without a doubt is Mom not being here. It just isn't the same without her around. For some reason today is tougher than most days recently have been. There is nothing I can do about that, but it doesn't stop me from wishing there was.

The problem gnawing at me that I can do something about is getting myself into shape. I keep on saying I am going to do something about it and I keep on not. Food is too much of a crutch for me in keeping me in a good mood. Need to find something else, but it's been a bitch. I don't know, diabetes, high blood pressure and high cholesterol haven't got me into gear lately, so I need to find something else. I've done it before, but I've got ot make a commitment to change my lifestyle. Stay tuned.

Saturday we get together at my Dad's place for BBQ and that will be fun. Right now, I've got a headache and I don't feel too hot. Fortunately I know tomorrow is another day entirely